you brought me down to size you sorta just spit in my eye my sullen mood disguised honestly, i’m not surprised at least you don’t lie when you say that you kissed her last night under a veil of your father’s design You taught me how to drive I ran my car off the road you saw the perfect crime Leaving your victims at home You called me to cry everyday for 8 months of my life Until that day I don't pick up the phone I told you bout the time I tried to die but came through you're wide awake I'm tired now what are we gonna do Well I guess now's the time to remind you I love your blue eyes

you borrowed my copy of infinite jest - you dogearred page 3 i showed you alt-j, you said they're ok now dissolve me you borrowed my t-shirt and cut the sleeves - i guess it's alright you shook all my snow globes and walked away - i'll just watch them settle while you take the night you borrowed my car and drove to the border - you picked up some smokes just for you you borrowed my house to throw a big party, i guess i'll clean up after you i showed you my room, and you stayed the night, i barely got any covers i showed you my wounds, you say that you're sorry but that i'm just too messed up for you you borrowed my summer and added some rain - the frosted window panes keep me locked tight you borrowed my eyes 'cuz yours were to tired - yet i can't recall when i slept through the night i showed you my stomach you said i could afford to lose a few - i didn't eat for a week i showed you my dreams, you said aim lower you said i'm the best you got, you've hit your peak you borrowed my body, now here i lay forfeit - while you borrow somebody else's you borrowed my life, and never gave it back - but i don't want to be selfish i showed you the lines you left on me, you said "honey, it's all in your head" i showed you my silence, you said "i'll eat you whole, i love you so" we climbed right into bed

don’t let me fall asleep next you again you remind me of the mess i’m in don’t let me kiss that wounded body cuz i am wounded too - how can i heal you? the stars tonight are so much brighter, absent of those city lights follow me, my point of view’s just right leave the cloudy muddled waters of your head at the river’s edge, a rocky water bed I hope you’re sad, I hope the voices in your head start to lead you home - we’re meant to be alone

forget the time, i havent half the mind to get out of this bed it's just a taste of what you'll have to face when ysou call yourself mine let my phone ring, i havent done a thing to lighten this load i'll call them back, when i get back on track, i'll snap out of it soon free me from this body cuz that might just be whats keeping me down no surprise, i've been caught in my lies, i'm my own chinese finger trap, my own glue it's been a year since you last appeared and with breath i'm bated frankly i'm impressed with how quickly you'll undress, for a hand to hold, while i am incapacitated call me a bore, but those footprints by the door are obviously dated call me a freak, but when i have to speak i am hardly elated feed me your apology as if it was ever really your fault leave me crying on my knees with a fist full of twizzlers and a coke what did i expect, my rhetoric is hexed, my chest and mattress form a nice adhesive a massive water break, my love was critically acclaimed now i can barely find the pieces quit me that's okay, who would expect you to stay, why call my house your home? i'm a walking mausoleum, i'm a goddamn catacomb, what would it take you to notice - call me pope joan i guess i'm just addicted to when you walk away, you say you love me but not quite enough youd think these dreams about falling often shake me awake but i never quite wake up

your eyes are the quarry Right behind my old school We swam no matter the temperature Til the cops pulled us outta the pool your teeth have their own field That are questionably softer than they should pull the back 2 molars Remember what they told ya Never eat what looks good My fingers are longer Than a normal girl's are I say all I better to stick them in your sweater When we ride in your car my head is an army yours won't make a sound I feel a constant tension you sneeze at self expression I'm glad we both got out Will u love me next year? When I move out of town? Will u cradle me beneath the poplar trees?